The Clock!

The Clock is ticking like a heart, pounding away with all it's pace. Time is running. I can hear the water overflowing. It was greedy of me to want it all. The Confusion is about how I am dealing with the pathetic failure I have become? This is all the same every day. The Sun rises in the east and sets in the West or is it the sudden realization that we call east, East because the Sun rises up from there.

Spontaneous,
never gave much thought
bout the serious decisions
maneuvering through the rigged maze
shot down from blue sky,
deep six invested in pompous.
In matters of critical things,
Spaced Out!

If I can come up with a movie, then I have a Shot at the title.
But I'm not stupid enough to believe that I can have it all, in one shot or neither do I underestimate the damage it can do if misfired. But the risk is worth taking and definitely needed in the present situation.

I have three persons inside me, the Scaredy Cat, the Good Man, and the Evil Doer.

Fear is my biggest Nemesis. It always has been in different forms. If only I could take down my fear, I can become what I really want to be in this Life.

Waiting and doing nothing is like waiting for the train that is never going to come. You waste your Youth, Time and the Life you should be living out there,
that life is being beaten to death in here.

Glitch #53

What is the maximum price you are willing to pay for what You want?
You would you have it for the price of peace?
Would you have it for the cost of relationships?
Would you have it for the cost of Honor?

Sometimes is the cost is too big that I can't handle the weight of truth!
Worry about the price, you can rock the rocking chair but in vain.

Do numbers have anything to do with Price?

If this is reality, if it is the way I perceive things, then why can't build it the way I want to?

I'm sick of this bullshit and I can't take it any longer!

I need to get rid of this bullshit loser talk. Heck, yeah I have things in my life that I'm not proud of that but there is no world that I let you judge me. It's my life and I'll do things in this life that I want to and it's my choice. There is no wrong in that. It's not evil as killing someone. It's just the way you want it even when there is no guarantee a peaceful existence.
I want to be part of the world, in every sense of the word. And I'm willing to bend the rules once in a while. There is no need to stick to a strict moral code. All you need is Empathy.

Define Confidence?
May be the gut feel that everything is going to pan out
just the way you want it to,
just the way you have rigged this human game,
Every twist and turn in sight,
The "Can Do It" attitude. That's what matters.

Think!

Mind Rage!

What happens when a normal Man enters his spiritual consciousness?
More like not sure about Reality
and the waywardness of his mind.
You have a connection with the energy around,
and destabilizes my Life!

Is it actually possible to come up with an Idea that otherwise would not have come into being. While I'm writing I'm more in tune with my spiritual self. I am communicating with myself.
Why do I care about What others would think about me. If they have good or bad picture about me even though it's utterly pointless. All great minds had to suffer at some point in their lives and that has creatively contributed to their spiritual evolution which in these time should be mandatory.

Why is it So hard for me to think of a Good movie?
Is it that hard?
If it's hard, does it mean I may not be the man for the job.
You have doubts about something more often when your are about to actually do something?
Is my English any good or I just think it's good.

Why I'm always on the wrong side of others.
Am I slowly loosing my Sanity or
is it just my OCD!

There are people in this world who are suffering much worse than me and I think that's something I find comfort in. I'm not a Sadist but I guess things happen and when they do there is actually a good side to it that get washed away in the loss.


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